i finally realized.... i was still holding on to something that was never really there.. yupp that was what was really holding me back... the fact that i thought something was there.. but really there was nothing there to begin with...

THE END 

...Once upoin a time there was this girl. she was really into this one guy.. everything was going well.. he liked her.. and she liked him back. she thought there was no other guy that can compare to him. he was everything she every wanted. cute, sweet, charming the whole shabang. she was very happy that she finally found a guy that wasn't a jerk like the others. at least that's what she thought. until one day.. she realized that everything she just thought of was a waste of time. she was soo embarassed. the guy that she always talk about to her friends turned out not guy she thought he was. she was half heart broken that someone could actually be that mean. how can someone ever have the intentions of doing something that wrong. thinking that playing around with someones heart & feelings was a game. she finally realized that there are people out there like that. She realized that obviously she just judged the "book" by its cover.. and wasn't really able to finish the book. she thought the first few chapters was going well.. why finish the book. its going to end fine. she was wrong. she also last realized if she would have finished ready the book.. nothing like this would have ever happen....

the end 

-there aren't always happy endings-

I decided to stop boring people who acually reads this w/ my boring life! haha.... so decided that i won't be writing in thingy  for awhile.... soo yeahh...but  i'll be back tho!lolz love ya all =]

"They're  right... im a fool for still liking you...."

"...The thing i hate the most is the fact that i don't hate you..."

"... fool me once..shame on you...fool me twice..shame on me..."

although i will move on someday...i think a part of you will always be in me...a part of me will always like you....just because a part of me will always like you doesn't mean that i will always be here for you...